July 19, 2018 –
An Intimate Prayer
I belong to You, My Father. You chased me until I stopped running away from You one day when I totally surrendered my life to You. Thank You for endlessly pursuing me and calling out my name. Jesus, You interceded on my behalf with my Father, and You still do Jesus.
You love me, and I love You. You rescued me from me and You are making me new. My old self died, and here is my new self.
Your love is not invasive. You do not force yourself on me ever. You instead sit and wait. You watch over me and wait for me to come to You. When I come, You do not pressure me. I feel Your gentle presence with me. You listen as I ramble on about what is in my heart, and You smile at me all the time as I chat away about stuff. You love it! You love to hear everything, the small and big.
You are a Compassionate Father
I am in awe of You and You are in awe of me! You always want to be with me. You stand in front of me. Your kind face melts me and I come undone. You hold out your gentle yet strong hand. Without any force, You pull me closer to You and we dance. Your compassionate eyes look at me while we dance away. We sway to the music, so easily and gracefully. You gently twirl me around and smile at me as I am in awe of how comfortable I am with You God. I never thought this day would come and I never thought I could love anyone like I love You. You smile again as we move across the floor, knowing how hard it is for me to believe that this is God and He loves ME this much! You are more excited to be with me than anyone I have ever known.
This is genuine, unforced and very overwhelming! I love You, Lord Jesus.